Told you so

I haven't been able to write in such a long time. I'm sorry.
I'm just really sad lately. My mom is starting to get depressed again. But that's not the point.
I don't have a specific topic I wanna talk about. Nothing interesting has happened.

School starts again in 1 month. I'm so not ready. My french is not good enough. I'm not ready. I think about that everyday. I'm worried that everyone in my class is gonna mock me because i'm unable to speak their language. I'm so scared.